I can leave the train these days
with a different thought on my mind
it feels more like coming home now
than it did when I was a child
I´m seeing houses in an artificial scenery
friends are coming back to build a family
and I wonder should I too
or step back in the train
and keep it a safe place in my head?
Is making me the conscious disregard of things
that make me sad a selfish piece of shit?
The beauty of decay is an invention
nothing more than a workaround
It’s making me uncomfortable
cause my memories are filled with holes
Just a few more sunrays of the afterglow are shining through
but not the way they used to
I wanna be close by
cause I see the whole world burning.
I wanna be close by
cause I don’t think I’ll ever learn it
viscerally affected by covid, this album has a less optimistic but more accepting message than the previous. it reaches the heart of my experience (and others'?) in a cathartic and depressing acknowledgement. it's nice to know you feel the same niq