I am trying to keep up with your speed
but your words glue my feet to the floor
it's nothing that you did intentionally
but you make me think that it was
I am pretending that I couldn’t handle
somebody to lean on now without a therapist
I need my problems cause I love to solve them
and if I can’t find one I remain a pessimist
I know that im overthinking
something you don’t think about
I know you must be frustrated
because I never speak out loud
but I’m worried that I’m over you
and I know that you worry too
what if we are overdue?
the years dusk made a mess in my head
and ensures that it is making me forget
the first cold night, broken bike
no sleep, my eyes open wide
viscerally affected by covid, this album has a less optimistic but more accepting message than the previous. it reaches the heart of my experience (and others'?) in a cathartic and depressing acknowledgement. it's nice to know you feel the same niq