“Things just won't work out” that’s what I keep telling myself. I'll turn down any good thing that's ever offered to me. ‘Cause I know I won't deserve it. How could I deserve it? When everything I've ever done, fell short and leaves me spun, back into my crippling doubt that'll ever feel good about myself.
Because nothing ever works out the way I imagined it, I just want to be out of this rut I've been stuck in for over 10 fucking years.
I want to know what's wrong with me. What exactly caused this lack of human compatibility? It still makes me weak at the knees, when I think of how I still haven't found the love I've been trying so hard to reach.
With all the self-deprecation I wear on my sleeve, or the cries for help that make people leave, just shows that I'm too fucking weak to keep holding on to this pathetic life I lead.
What a waste I chase I've come this far. I breakaway, I break apart. If I could shake the way I made this start, would I have a change of heart?
The verse "Can't even buy a coffee without exploiting someone" got me. It really hits hard. For the entire length of the album it felt like the end of the world.
But to be perfectly honest, it's just how life is these days. And it's fucked up. szczur
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