We wait for things to change
We wait for scars to fade
Winter time losing daylight to sleep
These hardwood floors are cold on the feet,
haven’t felt like my self lately, not since that day
and we wait for scars to fade
Find the love you misplaced
tear the photos down, rearrange things
hold yourself, displace the pain a brand new way
Winter time i’m feeling fine,
family and friends say you’re looking better
I can’t help but remember all those miles spent,
all those words exchanged and all i’ve learned from them
It’s my choice not to suffer
it’s my right to let daylight hit my skin
to end an era of what if’s, mishaps or could have been’s
I owe that to myself,
excuses, i’m tired of hearing them
We wait for things to change
and we wait for scars to fade
To lose interest and meaning
in this state, every day it’s farther away
every day, it’s the time that it takes
Excuses, I am tired of hearing them
Always running from solutions,
always thinking of the past and how
the only way out is to let it go and forget
We wait for things to change
and we wait for scars to fade
and today,
memories replaced by new faces, new meaning
and today,
my thoughts replaced by new places, new meaning
This is probably the 10th time I’ve bought this album and it’s worth every penny. I was hooked on The Hotelier (formerly the Hotel Year) the moment I heard this Album. It’s a must have for any fan of emo 🖤 “Among the Wildflowers” has sentimental value. The end of this track still makes me cry. I remember this album playing in the background on many sleepless nights spent talking to a dear friend of mine, who I will always miss terribly. “Chewing Wildflowers to Numb the Pain.” Dianna Slater
A heart wrenching personal statement on loss, grief and acceptance...and maybe hope? It’s fucking perfect. Perhaps all our loved ones live there under the lights... Chris Hodge
The album title stands for “Congratulations You Ruined Everything,” and its songs are tense and unnerving electronic journeys. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 12, 2021
All sounds on this album come from a recording of a guitar being scratched with a broken violin bow, digitally sculpted into stunning songs. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 12, 2021