Bring me back, let me loathe
I haven't been there in so long
(the way it used to be, when it never lost its touch)
I may be a bit headstrong
or maybe the best days have come and gone
it's the same old endings, same worn out endings
I'm the illness that never fades, without you I'm nothing
So they say 'time will heal' but when?
So they say 'lay your head' and I'll settle in
Fade in, fade out
in every mind there's a share of doubt
but if I had the chance I would do it all over again
So build me up, so build me up how you need to
turned off, since my efforts are never enough
You're my illness that never fades
stomache turned, I'm collapsing
So they say 'time will heal' but when?
So they say 'lay your head'
Enough said, gripping tight
Let me rest my eyes, and lay my head...