I’m not scared, life is a game full of false starts.
Losing myself inside of its scars, I’m losing myself.
I don’t know what to do, choosing myself, thought I was over you.
A child of March so I was battle born
but these ides have kept me that steady course.
I saw the same view every day, same you every way.
Just make mistakes ‘cause you’ll never be the same again,
and I’m not worth your while? But what’s your while worth again?
I did my best to keep all of your fucking secrets in,
but now they’re bleeding out from every god damn open end.
I did my best to keep my restless head off of your floor and out of your bed.
Convinced I’ll die alone, but I’ll do it with a smile on ‘cause I did it on my own.
Just make mistakes ‘cause you’ll never be the same again,
and I’m not worth your while? But what’s your while worth again?
I did my best to keep all of your fucking secrets in,
but now they’re bleeding out from every god damn open end.
Feel you draw breath in like I’m part of your past.
Let me out of your lungs and into your flask.
Feel you draw breath in like I’m part of your past.
Let me out of your lungs and into your flask.
I kept it quiet, I held in my grief.
I gave a simple choice, the drugs or me.
Just make mistakes ‘cause you’ll never be the same again,
and I’m not worth your while? But what’s your while worth again?
I did my best to keep all of your fucking secrets in,
but now they’re bleeding out from every god damn open end.
Terry Venemous is releasing new music every 3 weeks this year. His latest EP is sumptuous art pop with a wry sense of detachment.
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While I understand the change of direction completely. I do wish we got one more show where this album was played in full, as there are a lot of bangers slept on here. bdogz