How does it feel when you finally know?
Rewrote the history, made it up as we go
Shot and missed who was I fooling
Read the list who was I choosing
Don’t contemplate before you medicate
You’ll feel whole again one day
Reminisce, no hesitating
Total bliss, intoxicating
I always knew that I would lose you
Thinking about you when
You’re thinking about me and
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
I’m sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
How does it feel when you first wake up?
The bond we had I guess was not enough
Just erase another lover
Filled the space now with another
I always knew that I would lose you
Thinking about you when
You’re thinking about me and
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
I’m sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
And it is both a blessing and a curse
Feel it all at once then back in reverse
I didn’t know, I wasn’t ready
Felt the love fall around us like confetti
You took a shot, a warning sign
Told me everything I knew would fall apart in time
If it gets too heavy, don’t let it in
Just end the story and start again
I always knew that I would lose you
I never thought that I would choose to
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The verse "Can't even buy a coffee without exploiting someone" got me. It really hits hard. For the entire length of the album it felt like the end of the world.
But to be perfectly honest, it's just how life is these days. And it's fucked up. szczur
TV Priest's second record springs forth with a tension, dynamism, and crunch not often found in this brand of broody, shouty post-punk. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 16, 2022