Halo of Hurt

by Seahaven

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Dan Kunjasic
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Dan Kunjasic This is the best new album I've listened to in years. I have hundreds of albums in my collection and this is already one of the best. Reverie Lagoon is one of my all time favourite albums and I was never expecting a follow up this good.
Fionn
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Fionn All killer, no filler. AOTY 2020. Favorite track: Lose.
jstffl
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jstffl Halo of Hurt changes course from the upbeat Find a Way in favor of more dynamic, multi-dimensional songwriting. Production is crisp; drums and percussion in particular are interesting and varied. For fans of Brand New's Science Fiction. Favorite track: Harbor.
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1.
Void 06:06
There’s a void I’ve been filling for sometime with nothing good Found the hurt in the foreshadow that was a line of blood I’ve been hiding for the lion’s share of a lonely life A little people shy I’ve not been dry, for far too long that I fear for what’s inside And so it goes, simply is at always was, and always will seem to go Only time will tell the rest There’s a void I’ve been filling for some time with nothing good Meet the means that could satisfy these needs, baby please Watch the world, watch your back Feel the waves when they crash Watch the world swallow all your plans Curse the stars, listen back Hear the absence that is left  Curse the smile on your face that you lack So take the dose that will help the most Till you feel the rope tighten on your throat You see we’re all just sailing home at our own pace Watch the world, watch your back Feel the waves when they crash Watch the world swallow anything and everything that’s left Anyone that you have ever loved
2.
Moon 04:29
I fell short on a couple of things You were left in the dark I’m gonna pay for these terrible ways You’re gonna teach me Cut this cord if you wanna You’re gonna feel how you’re gonna I’ll wait around for another, and another You were safe below the moon, weren’t you? Morning light, much to bright, blinds you So you sleep She’s a stubborn shadow, please believe me Posing like a sentimental feeling Trying to sweat it out like a fever All your hope is lost and been far removed Tied your wings up tightly to a lead balloon Slipped a couple hints but you were not amused Did we take this too far this time? You were safe below the moon, weren’t you? What led you this way? You question yourself I’ll shoulder that blame I’ve made up my grave You were safe below the moon, weren’t you? Morning light, much to bright, blinded you Felt the heat, but you didn’t learn Play with fire and you’re bound to burn A lot of bones in this haunted home You fear you’ll find what you’re looking for So you sleep
3.
Dandelion 04:39
First kiss to last it was June to June The years with you in between Have another for me Mishap in greener grass, it left a stain It sent you home with the blues I’ll have another for you Where in your heart do you hide me? Is it six feet below what you show? Keep your voice quiet if you love me tonight Wouldn’t want anyone to know You look so comfortable I need a miracle The clock keeps on taunting me with each setting sun Mostly I wallow here Self loathing superstar The weather seems better there Wherever you are Can I get anything? Some sort of offering Share with me your secret of how you keep this at bay  Slip into a dream of mine Turn into a dandelion Welcome in the hurricane I wish all the best things for you
4.
There’s a beast lying low in the weeds Theres a promise that I’d like to keep Inching closer with eyes set on me There’s a halo of hurt around my head Keeps my chin pinned real deep in my chest Beneath a large woven web when I rest With far too much dread for some feathers to catch I don’t belong here was all that I said Spiraling downward, I was out of my head I’d never hurt you if left with a choice But something’s been aching for most of my life There’s a whole lot I’ve buried below You only know what I want you to know Mostly I use you to lessen the load All I do is take I don’t belong here was all that I said Spiraling downward, I was out of my head I’d never hurt you if left with a choice But something’s been aching for most of my life Sleeping in a coffin Trying to get to heaven Drown in holy water  Again and again Dwindled little spirit  Narrowed down to nothing Just above the surface Just as the tide’s rolling in
5.
Lose 04:14
Where were you when I broke the skin? Or when you told me you weren’t with him? I never knew and I never will You just tell me the things that I want to hear So there’s a notion of lies, it lies between you and I And we walk all upon it like Jesus Christ And I’ve said before so I’ll say it again The more you cross me the less I forgive you How do you find that you could simplify  A quarrel by which was dealt with silence With nothing more but keeping quiet? Never did quite get that logic So again and again, there a benevolent limb Left hanging out in the cold without a hand there to hold And its the circle were in, can’t find a way to admit when we’re wrong Now don’t you go on telling anybody anything You’re gonna lose End up holdin’ on to all it was that you lost I’ve never done the things I now have done Before to myself or to somebody else I guess that’s just how it goes when you’re young and you grow With someone with you to push and to pull Why you always run when the run gets rough? Sometimes you just gotta go, yeah you just gotta go, I know And maybe it all just feels a little too close But baby don’t you forget what you love the most Now don’t you go on telling anybody anything You’re gonna lose End up holdin’ on to all it was that you lost You left me hanging, left me hanging on a memory One of you Can’t help but to think I’m not the only one Never really mattered anyway Spent all my time, hoping everything would work out right Really was for nothing at all seeing it all now As you take your place in the past You walk over wet cement Now I’m stuck retracing the steps you took to forget Don’t you go on telling anybody anything You’re gonna lose Ended up losing you
6.
Harbor 04:04
7.
Living Hell 03:46
Limbs are hitting every corner in my brain  Left no room here for nothing With a pose like that, one would think you’d tire Tally it up from when it all fell down Hell of a pill to try and swallow  With a count like that, heaven knows I’m tired Fell behind chasing a feeling All this time I spend on you  You move subliminal Slip my mind I really wish you would Poisoned fruit with irrefutable charm  You’re so cyclical You’re like a deja vu revolving in reverse Little infinite loop with that habitual charm Fell behind chasing a feeling All this time I spend on you                           How does it feel? To have something real To lose something real Pour me out and sweep me under the rug I live under your thumb I live up on a shelf Feels like a living hell (You sweep me under I am the creak in the quiet The one you thought you’d forgotten) All this time wasted on you
8.
Bait 03:45
Patiently waiting, you’re betting on me While Im baiting you carefully for company See the heart it gets lonely, it needs something sweet Like a night full of laughter thats lacking in sleep Cold to the core, I am nothing you need I will dampen that light you so vibrantly beam I am more of a burden than you’d like to believe If you give it some time, you will see what I mean All of your plans, they are all up to chance And you hope and you pray that I make the most sense You’re beginning to wonder with these lines in the sand It just might be a lifetime before I let you in Fooled you for a moment there I guess Made you think that I was someone else Made you feel like I was worth the risk You’ll hang on to that one for good So you took the chance Now it don’t make sense Swift are the days  That slip through your hands And take to the wind Because I won’t be letting you in It might be a lifetime You’re searching for something you’re not gonna find
9.
Eraser 04:51
Couldn’t really make any sense of you now As it all stays the same This pixelated face to face is tasteless for me, tasteless Now you’re lying now in your mausoleum Quietly tucked away The bill is paid, the space is great Respects get paid out daily Now you still follow me around Float up somewhere near the ceiling As I drift away, I breathe you into lucid dreaming Never got to tell you about, June and the hell that she brought Never told you before she took you Quite the long run that you’ve been on lately The shape of you starts to change I fantasized you were a children’s toy  That I shook real hard until you were no more Feel a little smaller now than last year The walls grow closer still I’m running out of air to breath And somehow you’re still echoing  Now you still follow me around Float up somewhere near the ceiling As I drift away, I breathe you into lucid dreaming Never got to tell you about, June and the hell that she brought Never told you before she took you Some days I wish the water would fall on top of me and wash you off

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released November 20, 2020

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