Disenchanted

by Handguns

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1.
[Little Miss Sunshine Sample] Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest [Verse 1] Ever since I was a kid I knew that I was different from the rest With shaking hands and a chemically unbalance head I scared the shit out of everyone with everything I said I always the hardest time making new friends and I still get those headaches I did when I was young I still forget to watch the words that fall off my tongue [Chorus] This is the soundtrack to a movie A motion picture that will always move me A painted portrait of candid moments My heart's a canvas and I'm the illustrator [Verse 2] A suburban family home, a bedroom of my own A collection of CD's stacked up next to a blown out stereo Were the only things that keep me from feeling alone Like I had someone to talk to It's hard enough when no one seems to get you Most days I feel fine and other I feel like I'm dying on the inside, forcing smiles on the outside I'm an optimist and a pessimist in one [Chorus] This is the soundtrack to a movie A motion picture that will always move me A painted portrait of candid moments My heart's a canvas and I'm the illustrator [Bridge] And if I were to suddenly die I'd take a good look back at my whole life Be proud of the things that I said and I did I know I wasn't innocent but I've always listened to the pound of the kick And the strum of the pick telling me that this is it (I'm an optimist and a pessimist in one) [Chorus] This is the soundtrack to a movie A motion picture that will always move me A painted portrait of candid moments My heart's a canvas and I'm the illustrator [Outro] I couldn't paint you a better picture
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Worst In Me 02:59
[Intro] It brings out the worst in me Plagues me just like a disease A dark cloud that won't seem to let me be Ruining everything [Verse 1] Miserable at my very best A walking cliche like the rest Wish they could find a way to fix my head And feel like myself again [Pre-Chorus 1] It's just like me to give into my grief Shouldn't be surprised that, that I feel so alone [Chorus] Anxiety's got a hold on me It's got me by the neck and won't let me breathe It cuts right down to the bone, yeah I'm living proof of a tortured soul [Verse 2] Fell asleep on the couch again It's been three months since I've seen my friends Alienated is what I tend to do best When I'm down and I'm out again [Pre-Chorus 2] I guess it's true that I cut my own rope Shouldn't be surprised that, that I feel so alone [Chorus] Anxiety's got a hold on me It's got me by the neck and won't let me breathe It cuts right down to the bone, yeah I'm living proof of a tortured soul There's no solution to my seclusion I guess it's best I stay tied to this bed Anxiety's got a hold on me It's got me by the neck and won't let me breathe [Bridge] If you could see in my head You'd understand why I can't control a shaking hand Day in, day out, captive to my doubts Thoughts never match the words from my mouth When I wake up tomorrow and feel the same Not a thing I can do to numb the pain It's pulling me under, blood's in the water Can I make it out alive? It brings out the worst in Plagues me just like a disease A dark cloud that won't seem to let me be Ruining everything [Chorus] Anxiety's got a hold on me It's got me by the neck and won't let me breathe It cuts right down to the bone, yeah I'm living proof of a tortured soul There's a solution to my seclusion I guess it's best I stay tied to this bed Anxiety's got a hold on me It's got me by the neck and won't let me breathe
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[Intro] Go [Verse 1] Wide awake on a cold hard floor How much longer can I take this for God only knows it I'll make it through the year But I'm not sure if he exists, so The answer to this remains unclear Hard to believe when my demons reappear Woah, yeah [Verse 2] Another night of an endless fight Fixing to find some kind of peace of mind Flew out the door with my light hearted state of mind [Pre-Chorus] So long, I'm gone I can't live like this anymore Goodbye, red eyes, I'll be sleeping rest assure [Chorus] Stuck at a fork in the road A little unsure about where to go The path I choose I know will guide me home I can feel it I'm better off than I was before You couldn't stand to see me face down on the floor There's a little bright light at the end of the road And a sign that says "Hey kid, welcome home" Woah, yeah [Verse 3] Safe to say I'm at my lowest point This has been the roughest year of my whole life And it's not even summer yet How can I find hope when it always waits Inside of my head, day after day I know you're wrong yeah, something's gotta change [Pre-Chorus] Wasted anger on these walls too many times I think it's time I open my red eyes Realize that I'm just wasting time [Chorus] Stuck down a fork in the road A little unsure about where to go The path I choose I know will guide me home I can feel it I'm better off than I was before You couldn't stand to see me face down on the floor There's a little bright light at the end of the road And a sign that says "Hey kid, welcome home" [Outro] Woah Hey kid, welcome home Yeah
4.
Low Spirits 03:40
[Intro] Winter's over but I feel colder [Verse 1] I caught a glimpse of my reflection today Couldn't help but notice how much I've changed And then I thought back to those calm carefree days When there was nothing in my way [Pre-Chorus 1] But hey, I know you hate me for going crazy I haven't been myself, pessimism doesn't help And hey, yeah it's pathetic, I'm apathetic I do this to myself, it's my own living hell [Chorus] Expect the worst when I'm around Your head's in the clouds but I'll bring you down I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down [Verse 2] Sitting on this lookout all alone Thinking I may never come back home Running from my problems, the only way to solve them But I still don't know where I'm running too [Pre-Chorus 2] But hey, please don't hate me for going crazy I know my point of view is a little more than skewed [Chorus] Expect the worst when I'm around Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down [Bridge] Winter's over but I feel colder The chip on my shoulder's taking over Blocking out the lights Standing on the edge of the tallest building Surely it's a trap but clear we're falling I'll find the answers down below And figure out why I became an asshole [Chorus] Expect the worst when I'm around Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down [Chorus] Expect the worst when I'm around Your heads in the clouds but I'll bring you down I'm jaded, frustrated, and burnt out So expect the worst cause I'll be sure to let you down [Outro] I'll let you down
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Bury Me 03:01
[Intro] Bury me alive Six feet under lies Pile up the dirt And then just leave me here to die [Verse 1] All the sacrifices that I've made Calls for an open grave Like a conscious autopsy Find your knife pierce through me Wide awake as you cut me apart If light comes from within Well then yours must be dimmed [Pre-Chorus 1] You are the death of me And I'm not scared to go to hell Cause I know you'll be there as well [Chorus] Bury me alive Six feet under lies Pile up the dirt And then just leave me here to die If I had just one wish I'd drag you down with me Rot hand in hand for eternity [Verse 2] When I said I'd die for you I meant the honest truth I always keep my promises And now I'll follow through Digging your ditch tonight I'll enjoy the view of worms by the glow of candle light [Pre-Chorus 2] I dare you to join me And I'm not scared to go to hell Cause I know you'll be there as well [Chorus] Bury me alive Six feet under lies Pile up the dirt And then just leave me here to die If I had just one wish I'd drag you down with me Rot hand in hand for eternity [Bridge] As I take my final breath And start to close my eyes I'm thankful for this time I get to have you by my side So lay your head upon my chest As our love decays Underneath the solid ground Where we'll spend all our days Down here, down here [Chorus] Bury me alive Six feet under lies Pile up the dirt And then just leave me here to die If I had just one wish I'd drag you down with me Rot hand in hand for eternity [Outro] Just bury me
6.
[Intro Skit] Hey Smokie, you going to the show tonight? Nah man, I don't think so. I didn't get a ticket and I think it's sold out Why'd you sleep on the ticket? They just put out the best 7 inch I don't know man, I think I like the last record better. Way more feeling. How are you getting in? Dude, I'm best friends with the band I don't wanna talk about all your favorite records And I don't really care what bands you think are better Just another hypocrite in a room that's filled with idiots You and I both know it (Fuck) How can you expect to grow When vanity's all that you know Save your breath and swallow your pride You won't go far with that state of mind (Go) (Woah, woah) Yeah you got in on the guest list (Woah, woah) You know you couldn't resist it (Woah, woah) The idea, another empty friendship And I hope it's worth it
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Disenchanted 03:45
[Skit] Woah, sorry Woah, hahaha Woah... [Intro] Woah-woah Woah-woah Woah-woaaah Woah-woah Woah-woah Woah-woaaah [Verse 1] Just like a wrecking ball swinging through a second story window Everything's in pieces, my eyes just can't believe I feel the undertow pulling hard, never letting go I can't fight this sinking feeling Hate the hands that they've been dealing Instill the image of a saint Into the heads of the people you hate [Chorus] Lost my way and all my faith The only thing that I believed in turned out to be something so different and All I have left in me is some paper and a microphone A sore throat and a broken home [Post-Chorus] Woah-woah Woah-woah Woah-woaaah Woah-woah Woah-woah Woah-woaaah [Verse 2] On the opposing team, out for blood, not playing clean Racking up the penalties I don't watch my mouth I, say what I mean Been doing this since nineteen What makes you think that you know anything, yeah It's you who fuels the anger for these words I put on paper Thick skin but I can see through you Vomit lies while you choke on the truth [Chorus] Lost my way and all my faith The only thing that I believed in turned out to be something so different and All I have left in me is some paper and a microphone A sore throat and a broken home [Bridge] I won't forget that first December I felt alive for the first time ever (Disappointment swallowed me) (and sent me right back on the street) [Chorus] I lost my way and all my faith The only thing that I believed in turned out to be something so different and All I have left in me is some paper and a microphone A sore throat and a broken home [Outro] The reason for my disenchantment I know you'll take this for granted Bled me dry of all my passion This didn't go the way I planned it The reason for my disenchantment I know you'll take this for granted Bled me dry of all my passion This didn't go the way I planned it
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[Verse 1] I saw a ghost of myself down by the river We always used to throw rocks in I couldn't help but sit there, stare up and wonder Just where the hell that person's been [Pre-Chorus 1] Remember those nights never seem to end Well they did and we'll never get 'em back again [Chorus] I don't, I don't, feel the same way as I used to But I guess, I guess, that's what happens When you let nostalgia get the best of you, you [Verse 2] Bonfires lit up the dead of the winter It's so good to be home again Watch the sunset with all our friends We drank away the weekends We were so naive back then [Pre-Chorus 2] There's not one thing that I'd change, I'd live it just the same And I'd make all the same mistakes [Chorus] I don't, I don't, feel the same way as I used to But I guess, I guess, that's what happens When you let nostalgia get the best of... [Verse 3] Wish I had all the time in the world To count the stars in the sky, or just waste time By counting cars passing by Staring at clouds while questioning life [Bridge] When I die, bury me by the river We always used to throw rocks in [Chorus] I don't, I don't, feel the same way as I used to But I guess, I guess, that's what happens When you let nostalgia get the best of you
9.
Missed Calls 03:13
[Verse 1] I packed my bags, you cried your eyes It doesn't get much easier to say goodbye I never called to get this right Always the same thing every time [Pre-Chorus 1] So here's a song for all of the times I never called much, you were on my mind [Chorus] I hope you know (I hope you know) When I'm out on the open road I count the days til I get home so we could be alone I've seen the mountains, lakes, the tall palm trees But they don't compare with what you mean to me [Verse 2] You dropped me off for the door Tell her I can't do this anymore I kiss your head, I'm out the door I promise I'm worth waiting for [Pre-Chorus 2] I won't forget to charge my phone this time As long as you stay on the other line [Chorus] I hope you know (I hope you know) When I'm out on the open road I count the days til I get home so we could be alone I've seen the mountains, lakes, the tall palm trees But they don't compare with what you mean to me [Bridge] I know it feels like I'm a ghost when You're in the bedroom all alone and You've got our picture on the night stand Fell asleep with the TV on again [Verse 3] So play this song at night when You're feeling left behind And if you swear to hold on tight then I'll be right by your side [Chorus] I hope you know (I hope you know) When I'm out on the open road I count the days til I get home so we could be alone I've seen the mountains, lakes, the tall palm trees But they don't compare with what you mean to me I count the days til I get home so we could be alone
10.
Recovery 03:07
[Verse 1] Finally the sun is shining So bright it's almost blinding Hope you know that I'm doing fine I'm no longer losing my mind This past year just got so crazy My focus got a little hazy Feeling alright for the first time in the longest time [Pre-Chorus 1] Oh it's not that fun Hiding from everyone [Chorus] What else could I do I had everything to lose Don't let the weight just bury you I'm the one to blame For why I felt that way Standing in the pouring rain [Verse 2] Friends scattered across the country Let me know I'm in good company From the south to the Golden State And everywhere in between [Pre-Chorus 2] And oh I should have known That I was never alone [Chorus] [Bridge] Woah, woah Woah, woah They say, my whole life is like Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun But I won't turn around and run No I won't, no I won't They say, my whole life is like Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun But I won't turn around and run [Chorus] [Chorus] [Outro] I'm the one to blame

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released November 13, 2015

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