Bruise

by Lizzy Farrall

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released March 27, 2020

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Track Name: Addict
I make my way
Make sure no lights lead me astray
Creep through the backdoor
I’m risking a sentence
Just to make sure you still ask me to play

I’ve got this dangerous love

[chorus]
I’m an addict I’m losing my mind
Pocket full of posies
Anything just to make you mine

I was your friend
So why would you need anybody else
The body’s lie five-foot underground
Now there are no distractions to be found

[chorus]
I’m an addict I’m losing my mind
Pocket full of posies
Anything just to make you mine

Now I’ve been found
Sirens calling-out
Face-to-face with the barrel of a gun
Say goodbye to my loved one

[chorus]
I’m an addict I’m losing my mind
Pocket full of posies
Anything just to make you mine
Track Name: Gas Lighting
It’s easier to say that I hate you
Than admit that I love you
Are we both too messed-up?
No-one else can handle us
And will I ever feel too beaten to give-up on us
It’s easier to say that I hate you
Than admit that I love you

[chorus]
I miss the fucking but I hate the fighting
Every week we were gas lighting

Are we both too messed-up?
No else can handle us
It’s easier to say that I hate you
Than to admit that I love you

[chorus]
I miss the fucking but I hate the fighting
Every week we were gas lighting

Is this worth a fight?
F
I
G
H
T

[chorus]
I miss the fucking but I hate the fighting
Every week we were gas lighting
Track Name: Yellow Paint
I’m torn between wanting to be on my own
And not liking the feeling of feeling alone
Peaceful days never last long
Is it lack of sleep or something lying beneath?

[chorus]
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour

I cut my ear off to feel something
I cut my ear off to stop listening
I’m missing moments of life
I’m feeling dizzy and out of time

[chorus]
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour

I’m up and down
I’m up and down

[chorus]
Spaced-out again
I hate that feeling
So I’ll drink
Some yellow paint
Just to find some colour

I wanna find some colour
Track Name: Love No More
Don’t say you love me
It means nothing anymore
Rip the covers off me one more time
I wanna sleep
It’s the only way to win the fight
Trying to make sure your words don’t cut my skin
But I still wish you could have been my everything

[chorus]
Back go up my walls
Higher than before
I don’t want to be in love no more
I still wish for change
But there ain’t no way
I don’t want to be in love no more
In love no more
In love no more
I don’t wanna be in love no more

Go drink with your so-called friends
While I lay crying over everything
Mum says you just want control
Running out of reasons to think otherwise anymore
I tried my hardest
But your fear of karma ruined everything

[chorus]
Back go up my walls
Higher than before
I don’t want to be in love no more
I still wish for change
But there ain’t no way
I don’t want to be in love no more
In love no more
In love no more
I don’t wanna be in love no more
Track Name: Games
My phone is my only friend
It never lets me down like you do
It teases me with places I’d rather be than your living-room
I don’t recall the last time you tasted me, do you?

[pre-chorus]
Am I wasting my time?
Would you pass me the dynamite?
Just take me out tonight

[chorus]
I wanna be killed by you
I’m so sick of playing games in your bedroom
So show me all the pretty sights of Liverpool
I’d rather be killed
Than play another game with you

They say that I’m wasting all my time
But you’re acting like you’ve got nine lives
So take eyes off the screen
‘Coz I’m always stuck in-between
Is it ever gonna be just you and me?
Can we compromise just for tonight?
Can you make-up your mind
Or pass me the goddamn knife
Before I stick it in my fucking eyes

[pre-chorus]
Am I wasting my time?
Would you pass me the dynamite?
Just take me out tonight

[chorus]
I wanna be killed by you
I’m so sick of playing games in your bedroom
So show me all the pretty sights of Liverpool
I’d rather be killed
Than play another game with you

You may say that I’ve got daddy issues
But please, tell me what’s the deal with you

[chorus]
I wanna be killed by you
I’m so sick of playing games in your bedroom
So show me all the pretty sights of Liverpool
I’d rather be killed
Than play another game with you
Track Name: Knocked For Six
They bring me up to bring me down
I’m stuck in an elevator
They’re waiting ‘til I cut the red wire
Or set myself on fire

[pre-chorus]
Waiting, fading
Worthlessly wanting to be adored
Waiting, fading
But hopefully someday we will all be ignored

[chorus]
I’m knocked for six
I keep on retching
But I’m never sick

Their words cut throat
Made me wish I didn’t exist
When I stare in the mirror I already know
The glass ends-up in my fist

[pre-chorus]
Waiting, fading
Worthlessly wanting to be adored
Waiting, fading
But hopefully someday we will all be ignored

[chorus]
I’m knocked for six
I keep on retching
But I’m never sick

I’ve been beaten-on, walked-upon and bruised for your love
I’ve been picked-up, chewed-up and spat-out
And nobody cared
For once they can’t tell me
The voices are in my head
Kids can be mean
It’s scary to think the jealousy nearly killed me

[chorus]
I’m knocked for six
I keep on retching
But I’m never sick
Track Name: KnightRider
The city lights never looked so bright
Miles apart we met for one night
Now I’m trying to understand why
I’m left with the feeling of a broken heart
All I picture is the back of your car
Where our bodies touched
I knew this wasn’t just for lust


I wanna know now
I wanna know how
You knew every inch of me

[chorus]
Take my body, take my breath
But promise me you’ll call
‘Cuz I don’t want to be broken no more

[bradley’s verse]
Your scent still lingers on my car seats
Takes me back to your body on top of me
Have we met before?
I wanna know for sure

I wanna show you now
I wanna show you how
I knew every inch of you

[chorus]
Take my body, take my breath
But promise me you’ll call
‘Cuz I don’t want to be broken no more


Take my body, take my breath
But promise me you’ll call
Because I feel like we’ve met before
Don’t wanna be broken no more

[chorus]
Take my body, take my breath
But promise me you’ll call
‘Cuz I don’t want to be broken no more


He’s my Knight Rider
Track Name: Balloon
I’m such an awkward mess
All around me are swinging jaws
Is this something I’ve got to do?
Everyone acting like we’ve got nothing to lose

[pre-chorus]
I’m just a floating balloon
With no wind to carry me through to the next room

[chorus]
I don’t belong here
Can we act as though that ain’t so queer?
I don’t even like this beer
But I was told I’ve got to put myself out here

Are we speaking the same language?
I can’t be the only one not having fun
So I’ll force another drink
In hopes it stops my over-thinking mind

[pre-chorus]
I’m just a floating balloon
With no wind to carry me through to the next room

[chorus]
I don’t belong here
Can we act as though that ain’t so queer?
I don’t even like this beer
But I was told I’ve got to put myself out here

Too many pretty faces
Every one craving for a one-night fling
I’m a hopeless romantic
Get attached way too easy
I’m such a cry-baby
Old mind in a young body

[chorus]
I don’t belong here
Can we act as though that ain’t so queer?
I don’t even like this beer
But I was told I’ve got to put myself out here

Every one craving for a one-night fling USSTT1900024
Track Name: Okay
I smoked on my own for the first time today
If I tell my mum she’ll think I’ve got an addiction
I’m trying to erase the spaces
Where I needed someone else
But the high was too much
Without reassurance from anyone else

I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one

I’m not trying to impress anybody
At least that’s what I tell myself
My moods are bouncing off these four walls
So I stop myself from making that phone call
Because I don’t even want you anymore
But it’s better than the mess I made before

I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no body
I don’t need no one
I don’t need no body
I don’t need anyone

I bang my head against the wall
‘Til I know for sure that I don’t need anyone
Any more
Track Name: Barbados
Do I operate on my own brain?
Take every section out and rearrange
I wish I could be as lovely as she
But you told us we were never meant to be

[pre-chorus]
She’s got herself a college degree
And I’ve got problems which are plain to see

[chorus]
I’ve been driving through the red light
Watching as she holds you so tight
Will I ever say I’m alright?
‘Coz maybe I’m a wreck and a mess
So tell me if I’m wrong but I guess
Dying hurts a little less

Her family are so well-off
They’ve got a second home in Barbados
And don’t invite me to your wedding day
‘cuz I’ve had ours planned-out since our first date

[pre-chorus]
She’s got herself a college degree
And I’ve got problems which are plain to see

[chorus]
I’ve been driving through the red light
Watching as she holds you so tight
Will I ever say I’m alright?
‘Coz maybe I’m a wreck and a mess
So tell me if I’m wrong but I guess
Dying hurts a little less

And I’ve got problems
And I’ve got problems
And I’ve got problems
And I’ve got problems
Will I ever say I’m alright?

[chorus]
I’ve been driving through the red light
Watching as she holds you so tight
Will I ever say I’m alright?
‘Coz maybe I’m a wreck and a mess
So tell me if I’m wrong but I guess
Dying hurts a little less