1. |
aftermath/afterthought
02:26
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How far would you dig down deep inside?
Underneath the skin until you hit the spine
Just to find the place I like to hide
If you show me yours I’ll show you mine
(Let the aftermath be an afterthought)
Glazing over, stunned and mystified
Overstimulated rats and parasites
So flip the coin, its always single sided
You’ll get what you get and goddammit you will like it
But wait theres more, The worms are getting bored
So lets ignore it and hope that it strikes a chord
The focus shifts to the ticking clock
An out of body experience locked in a box
Fuck it, cut the power off
Light the molotov
Let the aftermath
Be an afterthought
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2. |
bad habit
02:51
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Got no soul that I can sell
I’m fucked as far as I can tell
Now I’m always walking on eggshells
Over feeling underwhelmed
So let it go
No self control
Just break it off
Bad habit
I wanna reach out and grab it
You’re a such a bad habit
So good I wish I could have it
Give me just a little bit
Just enough the scratch the itch
You think you’ve got a better solution
One more holy hypocrite
Got no soul no soul to sell
WE’RE FUCKED AS FAR AS I CAN TELL
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3. |
maybe it's me
03:38
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Won’t ya take a good hard look
You’ll see more than you really should
When you’re falling back to earth they’re gonna rewrite all the history books
Don’t you look at me that way
It feels as good as tooth decay
If its about the other day my bad I think I just got carried away
What’s it gonna take
Maybe it’s me
You wanna move to tokyo
Or somewhere that you barely know
But you’re lying to yourself cuz you could never leave your mother at home
We’re so full of bad ideas
We could make em last a hundred years
But they’ll start to rust and turn to dust
it’s never enough
you’re never enough
i’m never enough
Maybe it’s me if I can’t see what I wanna see when I wanna see it
Maybe it’s me if I can’t feel what I wanna feel when I wanna feel it
Maybe it’s me if I can’t be what I wanna be when I wanna be it
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4. |
uncooked
03:14
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Yeaaaahhhh I wanna see you dance
I wanna see what you do with those idle hands
No you’re never out of place
Spinning round through outerspace
Blood rushing to my face
I wanna waste the day away
I wanna live in denial
live in denial
Nevermind
I’ll be fine
No better time to stop
Theres no time to decide if you’re ready or not
No you’re never out of place
Spinning round through outerspace
I wanna take take take til I’m blue in the face
I wanna hate
I want a break
I wanna make a mistake
I wanna bite my tongue til its rotting away
I wanna (x4) STOP
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5. |
out of touch
02:54
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I’ve been taking advice
Silly me but I thought it’d be nice
Now I’m stuck in the lord of the flies
Now I gotta think twice before I’m out of luck
I’m so out of touch
I don’t belong anywhere
Im just a monster with no one to scare
I’m just a ghost that just wont even float through the air
So where do we we go from here?
Where we go from here.
Nowhere to go from here
I’ve been taking abuse
Just to prove I’ve got nothing to lose
But the truth is I’m starting to bruise
Now I gotta be quick
I’m catatonic and sick of the same old bullshit
I chewed up and choke down the truth
That everything is better the further I get from the get go
It’s alright
Cuz in the end I think that I might just
keep on using excuses to suture my wounds
And I pick off the scabs to hold nothing back
No time to react
Sit back and relax
Cuz Everything is better the further I get from the get go
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6. |
daddy of mine
02:23
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Stop right there its hard to believe
Everything is not as great as it seems
Oh my god it happened again
Why cant the beginning ever feel like the end
Love the way you turn me black and blue
Nobody can hurt me like you do
Whats the point of holding your breath
If you never get it off your chest
Not again
Why can’t the beginning ever feel like the end?
I’m going nowhere
Happy to call it home
Im going nowhere
Just a nothing to call my own
Happy to call it home
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7. |
dead end friend
02:44
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you fuck me up
Spin me around
And then kick me when I’m down
You freak me out
Without a doubt
More times than I can count
You fuck me up
Spin me around
You chew me up
And spit me out
Tell yourself what you want to hear
We already know you sold out
Don’t come around anymore
Friends turn into dead ends
If you let them
Now and then
What the hell was going through your head?
Did you think we’d never find out?
I can’t give a shit anymore
What’s the point of trying
In the end
It’s all pretend.
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8. |
paranoia
02:27
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I got friends in all the wrong places
Cuz you got to keep your enemies close
Sometimes
You got thoughts that nobody needed
I wish you kept them locked inside of your head
Sometimes
Paranoia
Its coming for ya
Open-minded
now I’m closing it
Short sighted
just a little bit
Cuz I was on the fence but now I’m over it
So get over it
I plucked out my heart for a fresh start
Now theres a hole where my empathy goes
Sometimes
Fear will find you
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9. |
STFIL
02:46
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Call me crazy,
Doesn’t phase me
Cuz I’m waiting for a maybe
Just a daydream, kinda hazy
If I wanna forget what I’m chasing you gotta sedate me
If you don’t wanna pick up the pieces then why did you break me?
Cuz you know that I don’t wanna hate you, so why do you make me?
If you’re feeling like I’m feeling now
Then I feel sorry for ya
I don’t know what else to tell you
It sucks to fall in love
Packed with a punch and a flower
Turn it down but the beat gets louder
There’s such a thing as too much power
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10. |
rollercoaster
03:16
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I’m tired and fading
Impatiently waiting
For nothing at all
I’m dying to mean it
I’m desperate to feel it
Whatever its called
No future
Tell me when its all over
On this rollercoaster
We’re not getting any closer
It keeps playing in the back of my head
Its running over and over and over and over again
Wait, I can’t wait
I’ve been sitting around my whole damn life
And I’m late,
so late
Maybe I’m wrong but it feels so right
Watch me as I pull it off
It happens over and over and over and over again
Take your best shot
I might be dragging my feet but I can’t be stopped
And I’ll freak,
freak out
Whats wrong just feels so right (?)
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11. |
better get better
03:08
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Am I fucking it up?
Did I run out of luck?
Is it fair to say enough is enough?
Can anybody hear me?
Am I speaking clearly?
Or should I maybe keep my mouth shut?
Its pitch black when I look back
So I look away
I found peace but I lost track
so I lost the way
Everything is changing
Everything is getting worse
It can only get better
It better get better
It better get better
Easy to get lost in the shuffle
Its not worth the trouble
To think of what was better back then
I was only scratching the surface
And it wasn’t perfect
but god was it worth it
If only
Back then didn’t have to end
If only
I’d do it all over again
Everything is changing
Everything is getting worse
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12. |
how do i let you go?
03:37
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How far is far enough?
How do I tell you why?
Theres never a moment I don’t try
When should I show you how?
How do I know its not right now?
If I’m too late I’m afraid that you’ll go without
How do I say goodbye?
When will I know that the time is right?
A blink of an eye, you’re out of sight
I wish it away with all my might
If I knew the good old days would end
Think of all the time we could have spent
And i wouldnt have to lose a friend
How do i let you go?
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