I’m home again sitting in frustration,
I’m finding out exactly how I made the same mistake twice
I’m not turning around, I know exactly how this plays out
Was I missing you or missing something else, at the time I couldn’t tell
We were broken, we were both so broken
How’d it happen?
Back at home, now I know
Staring in the mirror at my own reflection
I didn’t know I had abandoned giving myself affection
I found out what i’ve been missing for three years now,
never really did love myself
I know now, this feeling and just how to cope
I haven’t lost all my hope
Tear down every barrier, burn down the interior walls
Rebuild a new life without this feeling
So here I am finding closure
So here I am finally rebuilding
Musically this feels more experimental for La Dispute reminding me of their Here, Hear releases. Very atmospheric and easy to lose your self in. Perfect for the next time you’re contemplating your existence. (Also found out the guitarist builds his own pedals and used them on this record; neato!) Mikey